Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Mommom

Happy birthday baby girl! You are so amazing!! Your are my biggest inspiration!!! I love waiting on the right man with you till were skin and bones ;) I love your handwriting and opinion even when I don't agree. I love your silky sayings and your crazy thoughts!!! I think your the funniest lady around and you amaze me everyday!! You make me laugh and you make me cry. I love our conversations and your ability to speak your mind


Most of all I think it's hilarious that I'm writing this while your talking to me and I have no clue what your talking about...you picked Applebees to eat at, thank heavens you changed your mind from steak n' shake and were waiting for it to open because we both ready a half hour early...


Love you granny!!!

P.S. Your laugh is infectious

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Pink Method

I watched Dr. Phil last night on DVR and he had a show about women's health and the whole bases was on a new diet program called "P.I.N.K. Method". It sounds really fabulous too, everything about it is geared towards women and OUR struggle with weight loss.

Let's face it, everything is different when your a female! Our bodies just have a mind of their own and our minds have their own mind too!! You agree? I'm sure you do so you get what I'm saying when I say I need something that can work with my mind and body. I'm really excited because I'm going to give this program a try! I know, I'm just everyone else who's tried everything else but if you never try you'll never know! Also, you can never succeed if you don't use all your resources and give your heart to everything you try.

I feel like I've had success with everything I've tried before, i.e. Weight Watchers (17) , hcg (7), insanity(no weight loss but I could have kicked your sass if I wanted too..), and a few other things but I need to find my balance with everything. I'm so young and I can't keep wasting my body away. Yes it's true I do enjoy food, or I should say sugar, more then the average girl and I need to learn to control my habits!! NO I won't cut out candy, I'd smack the person who tells me to do so!!!! But!!! I do realize my candy cravings will only get worse and I'll only get bigger.

With that said here's to a new start, change for the better and a smaller pants size!
Wish me luck because you know I'll need it!!! I'll keep everyone updated just like I always do!!


I will be enjoying my last few days of normal eating habits before I get the system in the mail (takes about 4-9 days)

Don't fail me now Dr. Phil...

P.S. Dr. P said something interesting during this episode (when doesn't he?!?) to the bride on the show...," you say you love your boyfriend and that you want to marry him but every time you sit down to eat you chose your food over your dream." (completely made that sentence up but he said something along those lines!) it's so true for me too!!! I keep choosing candy/unhealthy foods over my dream of being fit, healthy and skinny!!! WTF ME! What's your deal?!? Well note to self who wants to give up,"nothing taste as good as skinny feels"