I guess all I have to say is my birthday wasn't so so bad at all! actually It was amazing! where to begin..

So, Sunday I was feeling so down and out. But, Then I got a happy birthday wish from a boy I was in love with my sophomore year and as my sister soon reminded me I am still the same little 16 year old girl. I often wonder to myself when will I grow up? What will I be like when I'm not like me. I can even imagine being mature enough to be called a grown up. I know that day is in the near future but I don't think my 16 year old self will ever be gone forever. Which I don't mind at all. Sunday night some friends came over. I was really glad someone changed their mind and came...it meant a loooot! My friend Chris even brought over his little sisters! They are soooo cute and well as the youngest kid in the family I really relate to little kids! hahahaha They always have me tuck them in when I'm at there house around bed time. Its one of my favorite things to do. They are so adorable!

Yesterday we had some bad news and I though my day might even be ruined. But, My family came through as they always do and took me to a cardinals game!! It was sooooo much fun and I was with my favorite people ever. My sister takes such good care of me! did I mention she even decorated the house for me when I came home from church! What a good big sis!! I had a blast at the game and I love just being with my friends. So, What I can learn from this is birthdays a great and they will always be great as long as I'm with the ones I love. Age is just a number, I'm only as old as I let myself be. Good think I wont let myself get that old!!!

So old,

For some reason according to my birth certificate I'm supposed to be 20 years old. I think it must be wrong because I still look and feel 15! HAHA It should be a really chill day, parents are out of town so no special dinner...no birthday cake...and no presents to open. I am officially a grown up. Tomorrow we are going to a cardinals game! YAY! I cant wait!

Just want you all to know that I love this little girl! She is so darn cute! and on her birthday she loved me too! That was a wonderful day! As you can see she is HUGGING ME! this doesn't happen to offend. Don't you just love little girls! There made of sugar spice and everything nice!

I've bascially been MIA for a while now... I know I'm sorrry!! alot has been going on. here is my life in pictures.


(Chris and MY blanket. :) so silly!)



(I went for two days to girls camp and it was wonderful! I got to go and just camp and be with my friends. I girls camp and I would go every year if I could...and I have so far! I hope I get to the camp leader one day! Seriously that would be the camp to die for! PROMISE!)

(Charity and myself after our water balloon fight)

(Me, Charity, Nibs, DG)

(I made the first years get up and dance with their fruit in their mouths!)

(Me, Nibs, DG)

(Charity and my bossy self <3)

(The Church Besties)

(I also went to the Fray concert! Sooo much fun!!)

(Church boys. Bryan, Me, Josh, Chris.)

(My Bestie!)

(yep)

(Bryan so cute!)

(We went to Joseph Smiths memorial, so sad!)

(so peiceful)

(On our way in the Carmedic Van!)

(SIX FLAGS!)

(The boss. I couldnt ride I had a bag with me)

(Chris, Me, Whitley, Chad)

(I love this but Chris hates it. Wasnt aloud on FB so its on the blog)

(20 dollar pizza. nice)

(Whitley and myself, are you freaky? yep)

...That is it! I pretty darn happy right now! Very very happy to be home for the summer. Everything is great! I am so blessed! All the new adventures have been amazing. I cant wait to go back out to Utah! I'm sooooo happy!